jitters

fish!

sun.stagnant water.hearts.shahi gulabjamun.
rings.rings.silent rings.

falling hair.hair falling strategically.
duck lamps. ducks. lamps. golu.

dreams weaved nightmarishly into
surreal reality. subhan allah.

toys. play. rattles.
I am a toy
you play with.That
rattles me.

tabla. guitar. sitar. cite
accents.shady. sun
sunnily accented shade.

silence.
silences. silent silences.
loud silences.awkward silences.
your silences. my silences.
deep breathing. shallow breathing.
rushed breathing. hushed breathing.
silence.

repititive sweaters.
black. golden.
ring roads.

ghosts of memories.
memories of ghosts.
ghastly memory.

think. think.
regret? thinking.
sochiye sochiye.
eternally thinking
eternally paralysed.

flowing.slipping.flapping.
sipping time.

twists.turns.bends in the road.
years. life.

sigh